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9月17日 BelieveI used to believe that having a good crying releases the pain, now I understand no matter how many times I cry I will still feel the painI used to think that the sky is no longer grey as I wake up, now I realize no matter what the color of my sky is I am still hurt I used to believe that I understand a lot of things and people, now I know people are not what they seem to be.The person you believe the most takes you high and drops you as you gives your heart.8月31日 Let It Go by T.D.JakesThere are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this!
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,
staying attached to you.
I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you,
you can't make them stay.
Let them go.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,
it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's
part in your story is over so that you
don't keep trying to raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something.
I've got the gift of good-bye.
It's the tenth spiritual gift,
I believe in good-bye.
It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever God means for me to have
He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something
that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,
then you need to LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...
LET IT GO!!!
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...
LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge ..
LET IT GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction ...
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents ..
LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...
LET IT GO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him...
LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
themselves..
LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed .
LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling
yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to...
LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past.
Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for 200 9 !!!
LET IT GO!!!
Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then
LET IT GO!!!
11月4日 成长的烦恼1这四个月也许是人生中最孤单的日子，但却从来没后悔过自己的决定。学会每天自己开车去上班，下班。也学会了独自逛街，being alone whatever I do and wherever I go。所谓世事难料，去年这时候的我怎么也不会想到现在会是这样。单身的我学会了孤单却也拥有了自由。最近做了一些一直想做的事，Hip Hop，Horse Riding，Squash，最让我自豪的是，我现在能够坚持去健身，平均每个星期去3到4次吧，一开始去健身只是消磨时光的一种方式，但渐渐地成为一种习惯。无论是跳舞还是其它运动，都能让我很全身心地投入，继而忘记所有的烦恼。而运动后的成就感也是satisfying。 5月18日 为你们祈祷这次大地震真的震撼了许许多多中国人的心，不管我们身在哪里都也为之哭泣。很多新闻我都不敢看，怕看了就会哭，特别是看到那些孩子们的照片，真的很难想象他们所承受的一切。 我也不想说很多，我一定会捐款，我也要为所有的人祈祷，希望我们能早日度过这一难关。
5月4日 2008的三分之一今年好像过得特别快，五一的长假都快要过去了。 这个总共才上了2天的班，那两天都还是9点到单位3点之前回的家，爽啊。。。
感觉从回国以来一直都很忙，WORKING 上的事是忙到现在，总算两个比较大的PROJECTS算是快结束了。那段时候每天都WORK OVERTIME，而且还是从早到晚没有停的那种，有时候连中饭都没得吃。 其实并不是没时间吃饭，只是不想停而已，怕一停下就会失去前面的MOMENTUM. 是有一点辛苦但是很充实，特别想到明年的BONUS, 就更加有动力了啦。 总之今年上班很开心，4月涨了工资又拿了BONUS，大概是已经过了本命年的关系吧
终于买下了一套房子，虽然还是蛮贵的，但看在地段很好的份上就算了，因为这套房子是作为投资而买的，地段好每月的租金当然也好啦。现在房子还没转到我们的名下，不过我是已经习惯这里的办事效率了，船到桥头自然直，不急啦。以公司一个同事的说法 MY POCKET IS HURT. 苦啊，这里的利息这么高，我可怜的钱包。最近油价和物价也飞涨，所以你说我上班不卖力行吗，我又做得那么开心不想跳槽，只好指望明年了。
再过一个月就要考试了，这两天总算快把最后一本书看玩了，希望靠5月的时间复习和做练习，我也不知道能不能过啦，既要上班又要看书的日子是很做到的啦，反正还是那句话： 船到桥头自然直
Nikki 也买了车子，和我一样的车，很为她高兴。
计划当中的事很多：计划明年的欧洲旅行（只是计划），计划年底或明年年初再买一套房子（如果看到即好又便宜的），计划买个看重许久的包（这个计划一个要实行！！！），计划让爸爸妈妈明年或后年来这里（但是要先买桃大房子才行，cluster才行），计划买这个计划买那个。。。。。。
人生啊，上了班赚了钱 almost everything is about money. 想起了Apprentice的前奏：MONEY, MONEY, MONEY....
12月15日 滑雪归来昨天去七宝的银七星滑雪场滑雪了。
这两天气温下来了，滑雪场里的温度更低 -2度！但是空气很清新，当然也没有风，蛮舒服的一种冷。
第一次滑雪，当然有难度。好象连走路都不会了。但是象我这种有天赋的人，学学还是很快嘀。 摔了两跤后，我也总算知道了一些窍门，再加上偷看人家旁边有教练的人的动作，从上面滑上去的时候，我也练习了不少减速和刹车的动作，还蛮管用的。
我是觉得滑雪最累的是背着雪橇上坡的时候，虽然有传送带，但是这么大和重的雪橇对我而言还真有点重。那里的手套又很薄，特别是大拇指那里要抓东西的地方。有好几次都想把手套脱下来，但是零下2度的气温可不是盖的。
总之2个钟头下来，很累也很开心。我很快就感觉到手臂已经开始有点酸疼了。晚上吃完晚饭回到家后，洗完澡后就直接睡了。觉得上次出去跳舞到3点都没有这么累。哎呀，也许是老了吧。
P.S 滑雪的照片也放上了，不是很清楚又有点暗，因为当时相机要没有电了，为了节约用电把闪光灯关了。 12月5日 回家回家已经好几天了，很开心.虽然每天过得很平淡,但现在的生活充满了家的味道。
这次回来，每天都尽量不睡懒觉,毕竟只回来1个月，三十几天其实过得很快. 想要充分利用这段日子和家人相处. 回了家吃了很多家常菜,今天爸爸还要烧他拿手的红烧肉,可以一饱口福咯.
昨天和高中同学聚会，就我们5个人, 虽然这么多年没见面,大家还是象以前一样谈得来,唧唧喳喳的说个不停.周阳还是很会吃,比以前要'健壮'多了。赵小姐和徐小姐也是越来越漂亮,不要太时髦哦. 我觉得我很幸福的，大家都还帮我端菜啊什么的，特别是赵,还给我礼物，再次谢谢你咯.
现在要等朱佳回来,5年没有见面了，前几天和她和汪在MSN上聊天，说得很投机.大概是汪很忙的关系,他现在不象以前那么'罗嗦',(I AM TRYING TO IMAGING HOW HE TALKS USUALLY, CAN YOU?). JOJO啊,希望你早点回来，我们就可以出去玩了.
想要见面的同学还有好多，董珠拉，老戴啊(听说这两天要回来咯),侯啊,还有'熊老师'.想想以前在初中大家关系都很好的. 在最近的一年里,从FRIENDSHIP这个角度来说，我认清了一件事.对于自己关心的,有真心FRIENDSHIP的人要更加关心，而对那些从来没有对我真心过的人，根本没必要去想。何必浪费把自己短暂的生命浪费在这种人身上.
7月30日 No Title很久没更新了.原因有很多,另外那台手提没有中文输入, 家里的信号很差, 无线网络信号也差. 还有就是忙和懒.
最近每个SUNDAY都在外面兜房子,决定要看看有没有新的DEVELOPMENT. 现在住的地带的房子是买不起了,2百万才能买个公寓, 不过地段在那里,没有办法啊. 昨天看到的房子都不错, 一百二十万左右可以买CLUSTER了,FREE STANDING,面积都在2百个平方米朝上. 现在就在等这个周末的一个LAUNCH, 因为是好朋友的FAMILY FRIEND 开发的, 2百40平方米,一百二十万. 不过还是要看了再说.有时侯是觉得要买就要买个称心的, 但有时侯又觉得能早点解决就早点买, 省得每个周末还要到处兜. 说实话,买房子压力还真不小, 每个月一万二千多的INSTALLMENT, 我和FRIKKIE 一人一半, 我可怜的钱包, 每次发工资一半马上就没有, 真希望能中LOTTO 就好了. 不过也总不能永远租房子帮别人还贷款, 而且这里的PROPERTY MARKET 还在成长, 在2010世界杯之前应该没问题. 从另一个角度来说,对于拥有自己的房子,我也很兴奋, 以后爸爸妈妈来玩,也有足够的地方. 我已经开始幻想FUTURE HOUSE 的样子了.3间房还是4间, BATHROOM EN SUITE….. 兴奋ING, 兴奋ING
最近上班有点压力哦, 有不少DEADLINES, 不过这样一来就很有充实感, 前面有一段时间, 闷得发昏, 对着个电脑不知道做什么好, 该做的都做了, 按道理其实我们这里是随便几点下班的, 但是每天3 点回家总归不好意思. 现在好了, 时间总是排得好好的,而且如果每天都有做很多东西, 早回家也不心虚,对不对.
在这段没有更新的时间里,发生了很多很多好的事情, 例如在法国读书的表妹FASIA拿到了长居, 考上了大学, 希望接下来一切都顺利. PIGHOME 也拿到了港大(好象是)的OFFER,不愧是女科学家,下次去香港玩,有人可以带路咯. 高中同桌陈同学终于飞去了美国, 去完成他的飞行员梦想.而且还终于找到了自己喜欢的人真的为他高兴. JESSIE 在新的工作单位也很顺利, 上头都说她做得很好, 升职的机会大大, 瑾快要回UK了, 希望她能顺利得完成最后一年的学业, 可惜年底回家碰不到了. 对了,年底要回家了, 想到这里我就要开心大笑, 像花痴一样的笑, 可以看见爸爸妈妈咯!!! 可以回家吃个痛快咯!!很可惜得就是又碰不到PIGHOME 同学, 已经快5年了吧, 下次有机会吧……
4月28日 上班之生活从开始上班到现在已经两个月了，一直都没有更新过这里。不是我不想，我不知道人公司是怎么样的，我只知道我是上不了乱七八糟的网站,就算TRY了，也是要被BLOCKED.
现在生活很充实的。每天早上六点前起床，女生吗，GET READAY TO WORK 还要蛮久的.但是THIS IS OUR RIGHT,RIGHT?这段时间我都争取早上班，7点之前，不要以为我是工作狂,因为我们这里工作时间FLEXIBLE,本来如果8点开始上班,下午4点或4点半也就可以走了，只要在DEADLINE之前DELIVER就好了.所以我最近就是3点到3点半之间下的班,那时候走TRAFFIC也不错，现在住得也近,开车开15分钟就到家了。这样感觉上一天还有剩下很多的HOURS,休息一下在做饭,就不会觉得很累了.想想第一个月住在PRETORIA的时候，每天5点一刻起来,5点3刻出门,开75公里1个多小时的车才能到公司，7点上班3点半走的话要开起码一个半小时才能到家，回到家都快累死了,我记得特别是第一天的时候，我KAO,我一到家就睡觉，第二天起来的时候感觉好想没怎么睡过一样. 从4月一号开始我搬到了新租的地方.两室一厅,还蛮不错的。现在我们都还在慢慢买家具，其实家具我们都有,只是想想该是时间换了。前两天刚买了一个CORNER 沙发,很大的沙发, 很软很舒服. 现在每个周末唯一想做的就是SHOPPING, 买衣服，买家里需要的东西,昨天我大包小包买了一大堆. 昨天一个人SHOPPING,一个人逛,很惬意.没有人催,想看就看，想试就试.
现在也在读书,不过既读书又上班的日子还真难，BUT I MUST TRY. 虽然很艰难，但是我也想放弃,至少要试过了才好，大不了慢慢读，我年纪一大把了，在做FULL-TIME STUDENT,总归也说不过去,再用爸爸妈妈的钱,更是不能。所以我要努力了, 爆发小宇宙...哈哈哈 HERE I COME... 2月27日 终于拿到了OFFER，太高兴了上个星期四，接到AGENT的电话，说我已经拿到了OFFER。当时我正在开车，兴奋得勒我笑得象花痴一样。 我想旁边车子里的人肯定想不同我怎么这么高兴。星期三的面试，当场的感觉是很好啦，但是也没有想到第二天就有了结果。谢谢上天对我的优待，是我一直想要进的银行，而且又是很很很理想的年薪， 虽然交税要交35%还多，但是。。。HAHAHAH
下个星期一就要开始上班了，还要忙着买些衣服，又紧张又兴奋。这还真是个好的新年的开始。希望今年一年都会顺顺利利的吧。 2月17日 感谢生活最近真的很少上网, 住的地方没有,又不爱去网吧. 最近的生活比较充实， 除了MSC课开始以外，几乎每天都要到外面家教3个钟头。每天晚上开车回家的时候都会放最近自己很喜欢的歌, 当窗外的风徐徐吹到我脸上的时候，就会觉得很惬意. 觉得现在自己已经很独立了，独立生活，独立去INTERVIEW, 独立做自己爱做的事. 以前FRIKKIE在的时候，我都很依赖他的, 所以当自己可以独立的时候，我就更加觉得他对我的好。 也许没有他，我可以找到一个更加幽默的人，更加GOOD LOOKING 的人，但是我可以很肯定，再也没有人会象他那样照顾我， 爱护我。很老套的词,但也再找不到更贴切的了。 就象我的生活一样，就算我再喜欢追求新潮的，追求刺激，归根结底还是逃不过实际这两个字, 只是有时候忘记了自己是幸福的,觉得一切都是OBVIOUS的. 所以我们要感谢生活，感谢自己现在所拥有的一切，感谢家人，感谢身边的朋友，就算是下雨的时候，也感谢每一滴落在肩头的雨滴...... 1月28日 The Holiday 1Every time I start wrting a new blog I alway say that I havent updated my space. Well, it is true. since I left fairview village, I havent got a place to stay, so dont even mention the internet access. But I think it is one of the best december holidays I've never had.
I stayed at the coast for alsmost 3 weeks, everyday we went down to the beach. It was the hottest time during the year, but the beach was packed. Everyone had a beach shuttle or something similar. I never realised that the sea is actually so salty that my throat hurt when I swallowed the sea water misstakenly. The best part is when it gets deeper and deeper, one has to have the strength and courage to carry on until the next sand bank. And when he gets there, he can stand again look back at all the people behind him who are 50m away, that is the kind of feeling one can only have if he doesnt lose the faith in the half way. I have been to Cape Town almost 6 years ago, it is different there compare to Amanzitoti ( where i stayed for 2 weeks). Sea water is much more warm here, and the waves are bigger. When the waves were rushing over the beach, you can hear kids screaming and try to run away from it. They dont care if the sands are all over them, they dont care how many times they have to fall. I absolutely loved it.
I spent the Christmas over there. It was also the first time I experienced real Christmas. Christmas is about family gethering, it's about giving gifts to make each other happy. We went to two different malls to search for presents. At that time, you dont care how much or how little money you would spend on someone, all you care is to buy the right Christmas gift to make him happy. And it was about shopping as well. I love shopping. Even though I were not shopping for myself, I still enjoyed it, it is weired, hey?
to be continued....... 11月30日 海滩，阳光，享受很久很久都没有更新了。因为在过去的一个月里每天都要忙着复习，做ＡＳＳＩＧＮＭＥＮＴＳ， 赶论文。不过终于结束了。昨天是最后一天，论文答辩，真的有点紧张， 虽然论文是在上个星期五交上去的，但是我直到答辩的前一天才开始准备ＰＯＷＥＲＰＯＩＮＴ，幸好ＰＲＯＦ们没有问我太刁难的问题． 终于顺利通过。
之后和导师谈了一下，他觉得我可以读ＭＡＳＴＥＲ， 之前一直都没有考虑过要读，但是学我这一课的，只有不断的读下去，以后拿到的钱才能越来越多，再说这一领域的发展是不断更新的，也只有不断的学习才可以。
ＷＥＬＬ，这件事反正也是明年的事了，明天把报名表交上去就好了。剩下的ＤＥＣＥＭＢＥＲ，我要好好得享受阳光和海滩。Ｉ ＡＭ ＧＯＩＮＧ ＴＯ ＴＨＥ ＣＯＡＳＴ！！！！ 想到这一点就很兴奋， 而且这次要在海边住上半个多月， 可以好好得放松一下．
后天就ＴＡＲＲＹＮ的ＷＥＤＤＩＮＧ了，伴娘的礼服也已经完成。这半个多月来我也一直努力减肥，终于也有了些成果，现在的体重只有４２ＫＧ，不过也不知道为什么，总是不能减到４０ＫＧ．也许是因为自己不爱运动的原因吧， 身上留下的肥肉是怎么减都减不掉啊。
２００６也只剩下一个月了，我感觉是刚刚才回的家，但其实已经一年了，不知道为什么，很想很想回家，可是今年不可能了， 希望明年吧． 明年是猪年，自己的本命年，是不是要买很多很多红色的内衣呢？ 恩， 要买，一定要买！！！
还有，好想ＳＨＯＰＰＩＮＧ啊，明天吧！！ 8月30日 呼啦圈今天买了一个呼啦圈,一个很PINK很PINK的呼啦圈.怎么会想起来要买这个儿时玩过的东西的呢?一个月前到同学家作客,看到她妹妹有个呼啦圈.她一点都不会玩.那我就小小得PP了一下,没想到自己还是老当益壮,转起来可是有模有样. 而且发现其实这是个很好的瘦腰的方法,因为要靠腰上和肚子上的肌肉才能把呼啦圈转起来,所以很消耗热量的.自从那以后,一直就想买.今天终于如愿以偿.很是得意,因为这么多年了,我还能转很好哦. 哈哈. 所以我要坚持下去,希望小肚上的肉可以真的减少.YIPPY 8月29日 I LOVE CHOCOLATEI JUST LOVE CHOCOLATE
吃了快23年CHOCOLATE的我
看来永远都不会厌倦
这令人快乐的事物
在我和他吵架的时候
CHOCOLATE让我只尝到甜蜜
在我开心的时候
CHOCOALTE让我更有满足感
从前妈妈说
你早晚是会吃腻的
SO WHAT
我现在还不是几乎天天吃
其实只有爱吃CHOCOLATE的习惯
是少数生命中从未改变的东西
23年来很多事情都变了
有些无奈,又无从选择
幸好我还是爱CHOCOLATE的
幸好我还有些内在的东西没有改变
希望就像我爱吃CHOCOLATE一样
那些内在宝贵的东西不会随着时间的流逝
而流逝......
8月26日 天若有情"我们都因有情而老
不过速度较缓慢
原来爱恋的情绪
使我们身体产生更多
衰老内分泌"
-天若有情 (亦舒)
看这本书不知流了多少泪,并不是因为故事里叙述的爱情有多少轰轰烈烈, 其实故事里的很多东西都是虚构的,例如返老还童,只是在看这本书的时候,同时也要作出选择,如果是自己会怎么样,是要再活一次吗,再活一次的同时,自己又会再有怎样的选择. 哎,平生最讨厌看的就是悲剧,具体得说是让人伤感的东西,但讽刺的是只有这些东西才人让人铭记于心, 才让人会仔细得想想自己的生命又是怎样的..... 7月27日 好久不见,请关照很久没有更新 SPACE 了,我是懒人一个, 对于写东西更是想省就省. 今天也不知为什么会心血来潮. 最近开始忙起来了,最后几个月了,我也要开始做我的YEAR PROJECT 了. 上课还都是在晚上, 不过TUTORING 是在白天,今天数了一下, 这个学期的学生还比较多, 两个班级加起来要有120个还不止,最惨的是每个星期他们都有CLASS TEST, 我这下要批死了.有一个班的学生都是AFRIKAANS, 我告诉FRIKKIE, THEY HAVE TO START SPEAKING ENGLISH, OTHERWISE IT IS THEIR OWN PROBLEMS IF THEY CANT DO A EXCERSIE.哼, 我才不妥协呢,有什么不好意思说ENGLISH的,我都还没不好意思呢,再说所有的TEXT BOOKS 也都是ENGLISH 的,听不懂的话又怎么能看懂呢.
ANYWAY, 最近总算把自己的食欲控制了下来,虽然我还是每天都想吃CHOCOLATE,但是现在的克制能力要比以前强了.HAHA.
星期二晚上去了一个QUIZ COMPETITION, A GENERAL KNOWLEDGE QUIZ. 虽然我的GENERAL KNOWLEDGE 很差,但是我的TEAM MEMBER 还都不赖,我还真的学了不少的东西,而且是在一个环境很灵的PUB,那家的食物也很好吃, 不知不觉到了不得2点都还没有感觉到呢.
前天收到一封EMAIL. I WANT TO SHARE IT WITH ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS, 其实IT IS ALSO SUITABLE FOR GUYS.如果说你正在为一个不喜欢你的人浪费时间,READ IT!!
如果说你正在热恋之中,READ IT AS WELL, MAYBE IT WILL HELP YOU SOME TIME.
This is worth another read - I know its made its rounds already... 6月11日 想家看到了一封2年前生日那天妈妈给我们发的信.突然之间泪水不停得流了下来.想着离爸爸妈妈如此的远,想着不知道还要过多就才能回家.
有时侯真的很希望时间能快点的过,这样一来就可以看到父母,就可以好好照顾他们.
但有时侯,又希望时间能够停止,这样一来爸爸妈妈就不会变老.
看到他们变老,心里不知有多少痛,只是不愿意想起.
爸爸妈妈我真的很想很想你们.很想我们那个小小的家.很想我们一家一起去超市买生活用品的时光...... 6月8日 昨天昨天也许是我这一年中最RELIEF的一天了.申请的大学奖学金终于被批准,I ALMOST BURST INTO TEARS.既要上学又要赚钱的压力真是很大, I HAVE TO KEEP MY BURGET TIGHT. 终于可以喘口气了. FRIKKIE提醒了我, 有付出才有回报. "CHRISTIANS SHOULD SHARE THEIR RESOURCES WITH THOSE IN NEED" ACTS 2:42-45
I GAVE A GIRL R20 ONE NIGHT AFTER SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE DOESNT HAVE MONEY ON HER, BUT SHE RAN OUT OF PETRO IN HER CAR. I KNOW IT MIGHT BE A TRAP, ALL I THOUGHT WAS THAT GOD WOULD WANT ME TO HELP. ANOTHER DAY I GAVE A BLACK GUY WHO IS DISABLED R1, WHEN WE DROVE PASS HIM AT MENLYN. HE WAS BEGGING AT THE INTERSECTION. IT IS NOT A LOT OF MONEY TO ME, BUT IT MIGHT MEAN A LOT TO HIM. I GAVE R50 SUNDAY NIGHT DURING THE SERVICE.I'V NEVER GIVE THAT AMOUT OF MONEY AWAY BEFORE. I DONT KNOW WHY I JUST TOOK THE R50 NOTES OUT, PUT IT IN MY POCKET LONG BEFORE WE WENT TO CHURCH. ALL I THOUGHT WAS THAT I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO SAVE SO MUCH IF IT WAS NOT FOR GOD. HE IS THE ONE MADE EVERYTHING HAPPEN. SO I GAVE, THEN I RECEIVED. ONCE AGAIN HE PROVED HIMSELF, HE IS SO GENEROUS. HE GIVES 10 TIMES MORE THAN WHAT WE GIVE. 2个月前,我几乎已经放弃了奖学金, 但现在我拥有的不仅是奖学金, 更重要的是I AM BLESSE BY GOD.
6月5日 我的爱情观很久很久没有更新SPACES了, 除了我的惰性是主要原因外, BEING BUSY WRITING ASSIGNMENTS, TESTS, AND EXAMS 也是一点.
看了一些朋友的BLOGS,觉得大家都在讨论爱情,这真是人类永不更换的主题啊.SO 我当然也要说说自己的想法咯.
爱情真的是无法预测,说来就来,说走就走.(老套,I KNOW,IM GETTING THERE). 当我们都还很年轻的时候, 很INNOCENT 的时候,爱情是伟大的.我们也总是把她想象得很完美,觉得那一定会有个HAPPY ENDING,但爱情并不是个神话,我们也并不是白雪公主,所以初恋总让人痛澈心肺.留下的伤口 CAN ONLY BE HEELED BY TIME.
然后我们懂得了怎样掩饰自己的感情,怎样察言观色, 再也不会天真得告诉自己喜欢的人THAT I LIKE YOU UNTIL YOU FIND OUT THAT HE IS ALSO INTERESTED IN YOU. 我们想要保护自己,不受伤害.那时候我们也渐渐得成长起来.
之后也许我们学会了怎样洞察先机, 学会了分析别人看自己的眼神, 那时我们成为了感情的DOMINATOR,总是以自己的利益为前提, 只要自己快乐,NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.
最后也许我们终于可以在利益和感情之间找到平衡点,因为我们已是在社会中打滚的人, 经历了许多不同的人和事,FIND OUT WHAT WE REALLY ARE AND WHAT WE REALLY NEED. 不会再像年轻时那样意气用事.踏踏实实得走好今后的每一步路. IT SOUNDS VERY BORING AT THE END. BUT THAT IS LIFE. 其实感情就像我们的LIFE一样,从无知,到懂事,老练圆滑, 再到真正的成熟. 每天都轰轰烈烈的爱情只有在电影中才能看到, 只有在电影中爱情才会是那么的完美,或那么的悲哀.
SO 我亲爱的朋友们,
如果你现在是单身,不要觉得自己可怜, 你只是还没有遇到自己的MR.RIGHT.
如果你刚刚GET OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP, AND YOU THINK THAT TOU WILL NEVER BE HEELED.请记住:LIFE GOES ON.因为当你还滞留在过去生活的时候,别人却早已迈开新生活的一步,AND PROBABLY ENJOYS IT WITHOUT YOU!!!
AND如果你现在正沉醉在甜蜜爱情中,请好好把握.ENJOY EVERY MOMENT YOU HAVE, AND YOU WILL NEVER BE REGRETED ABOUT IT.
LOVE YOU ALL 5月12日 EngagementFirstly, Tarryn: Congratulations!!! You are engaged!
I know I sounded normal when I talked to you on the phone
But I was shocked afterwards
I keept repeating saying " Ta is engaged"...
My tear just burst out
I didnt know why I cried, and I still dont know...
Ta, You are lucky to have James, and James is also lucky to have you
So many people they met, they love, and they leave, only memories are left behind
But you two are starting a new family now
There are just too many things that can be looked forward to...
Fortunately I will be at your wedding next year Feb
I will watch you walking into the church with the beautiful white wedding dress
My dear dear Ta
Do you know
You are one person who I think is almost perfect
You are one person who I would never forget
The time we had at Fairview Village 214 was the best time I had in my life
We are ROCKERS!!!! ( Did we spell it like that? )
You are probablying laughing about this now, right?
I love you ,Ta!
4月25日 BE BAPTIZED.....I was baptized Sunday night.
I didnt expect it to happen that night.
But I did it, I was ready to join the Kingdom of God. So I am new person now.
A person left all the sins behind.
And I can feel that God is on my side.
It was a breakthrough, and I need a breakthrough in my life.
From now on, I am not afraid of talking about God, He is beyond everything.
People who are not in His Kingdom wont be able to understand what HE brought to me.
And I will receive the gift of THE HOLY SPIRIT and save myself from this crooked generation.
"In the last day, that great day of the feast,JESUS stood and cried out saying, if any man THIRST, let him COME UNTO ME, and DRINK. He that BELIEVETH on ME, as the scripture hath said, out of his heart shall flow rivers of living water" John 7:37-7:38 4月18日 If....- "have i told you that i love you?"
- "no, you havent."
- "ok, i love you"
If I didnt meet you three years ago
would I meet someone else?
If I wasnt your neighbour three years ago
would I have crash on someone else?
If I wasnt your classmate three years ago
would I fall in love with someone else?
would I cry as much?
would I laugh as much?
would I....?
I wouldnt
I wouldnt fall in love even if that person i would meet is more good looking than you do.
I wouldnt cry as much even if that neighbour is more careless than you do.
I wouldnt laugh as much even if that classmate is more funnier than you do.
I wouldnt image how my life will be if I didnt meet you
I love you......
4月10日 BALANCEEVENTUALLY I FINISHED MY SEMESTER TESTS.... ONE WAS REALLY TOUGH, THE OTHER ONE WAS FINE. AND IT IS HOLIDAY NOW. I THINK I MUST START LOOKING FOR THE TOPIC FOR MY YEAR PROJECT. SO I GUESS THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO ENJOY THE HOLIDAY ANYMORE.
I AM ALWAYS WONDERING, IF SOMEONE IS ABLE TO FIND THE BALANCE BETWEEN WORK AND LIFE. I MEAN ENJOYING LIFE AS WELL AS WORKING HARD. I MET A LOT OF PEOPLE WHICH ARE REALLY GOOD AT STUDY FROM MY CLASS, BUT THEY STUDY FROM 6 IN THE MORNING TILL 12 IN THE NIGHT. SO THEY HAVE NO LIFE AT ALL. BUT IM SURE THEY CAN MAKE BIG BUCKS WHEN THEY EVENTUALLY BECOME AN ACTUARY. DOES ONE ALWAYS HAVE TO SACRIFICE SOMETHING FOR ANOTHER THING? I CAN NOT IMAGE THE LIFE WITHOUT MOVIES, BARBEQUES, ESPECIALLY GATHERING WITH FRIENDS. I WILL GO MAD!!!
I DONT KNOW IF MY LIFE IS BALANCED OR NOT, BUT I THINK EVERYONE IS TRYING, TRYING TO FIND THE PERFECT WAY WHICH HE OR SHE CAN TAKE TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT.
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